
I miss you Mom. Every hour, when
that talking clock says, "It's six, ah-clock" (or whatever time it is) I think of you and how you got
a kick out of that little girl's voice and how she says, "ah-clock"
instead of "o-clock." And sometimes I say a little prayer to tell
you that I love you or to tell you and the Lord that I love you and
Grandma Josie. Your passing was such a relief because you had
suffered for so long with your blindness, numbness in your fingers and
toes so that you couldn't feel anything and had to use the back of your
hand to follow along the wall in the hallway to find your bedroom, and
the diabetes and dialysis and amputations...
Sometimes love hurts, but sometimes the pain is mixed with such a
sublime appreciation and true joy of having known you for nearly 57
years, and how you were always there for me when it seemed that no one
else was (except for God, Who has also always been there for me) and to
know that you loved me no matter how badly I screwed up. All I
can say is, thanks!
Mom's obituary appears here.